Special Post : Selamat Hari Lahir, Piah !

Assalamualaikum and hey you guys!

So today, umm, actually this is not the very official post like I do before, because today is my best friend's birthday! sbenarnya saya mau buat kejutan utk dia through blog. heheh. 

#ucapan : 

Selamat hari lahir, Piah! 

Semoga kau sentiasa sihat walafiat, sentiasa happy, sentiasa senyum, jangan stress2 (especially sma kwan2 kau di kelas), ingat2 lah sama kami (sy, jamilah, jijah, wani, pika, nurin). Saya harap kau masih mcm dlu. Sentiasa jaga diri, jangan lupa solat, dan ingat-ingatlah Allah.

Ingat-ingat lah dgn janji kita msa lepas PMR dlu yang kita tdk berubah dan masih kontek kontek. Saya sentiasa sayang kau sebagai adik saya walaupun kita bkn adik-beradik. Dan, serius, saya rindu saat-saat kita ketawa berhabisan dlu. Klu boleh, saya mau ulang balik tu saat. (Okay, menahan menangis sdh ni, haha :')

#throwback, saya ingat lagi macam mna kita boleh berkenal dulu. Masa masuk tingkatan 1, kita tersatu meja kan? lepas tu, si hawani ingat saya orang Cina (LOL much). wakkaak. Lepas tu dia suruh kau tanya siapa nama saya. Lepas tu si hawani terkejut lagi kan saya pandai cakap melayu. hahaha. Lucu ni saya rasa.

Lepas tu pernah lagi saya marah kamu yang tiba-tiba ni, sebab di surau pun kamu ketawa sampai tidak ingat dunia. Lepas tu yang kita betul-betul terapat masa tingkatan 2. 

Masa tu durang Jamilah, Jijah dan Pika selalu tiada di kelas sebab pgi latihan nasyid. Masa tu kamu rapat betul sama si pika dan saya rapat betul sama durang jijah & jamilah. Time durang tiada, tiba2 ni kita terdiam, lepas tu kamu pindah tempat duduk pgi satu pgi dengan saya. Time tu lah, kita terapat betul.

Sebab saya minta cerita kamu apa yang selalu bkin kamu ketawa terbahak-bahak. Lepas tu, kamu ceritalah zaman kamu di sekolah rendah. Then, kita selalu ketawa. Ketawa saja kerja sepanjang tahun. Astaga. Saya rindu betul oh masa tu. :')

Akhir kata, jagalah diri selalu Piah. Saya sentiasa berdoa agar persahabatan kita kekal. Aamiin :) I love you, Piah :)

Kita zaman muda-mudi :)

#OctoberStory

Assalamualaikum and hey you guys!

It's been a long.. very long period. Okay. Kali ni saya campur2 ja lah ckp. English cmpur dengan Malay, k? (jangan menyampah sy speaking english sblum ni ye bang ye kak)

Okay. Today's title is #OctoberStory a.k.a #CeritaOktober. Memang pun banyak saya mau cerita. Harap tak membosankan lah yer. ngeheheh.

Ok, as I told you before in my past post, you can check here (sini!!) , saya sesangat lah busy due to my last exam semester. Kali ni saya betul-betul berazam untuk tingkatkan prestasi akademik saya. 

#FirstStory, pasal azam saya untuk mau tingkatkan prestasi. Seriously I'm saying, saya sangatlah kecewa dengan result PMR saya #throwback .Sesetengah org ckp result PMR sy kira okay sdh, tapi tidak tau lah, mungkin saya yg terlampau.. ya, terlampau BERHARAP. Kadang-kadang bila ingat balik saya rasa saya tidak bersyukur dengan result saya. Tapi, Alhamdulillah, sebab wlupun sy tidak puas hati dengan result saya, saya tetap dpt masuk kelas yang sangat baik. Ini pun sebab berkat doa Ibubapa saya. 

Semenjak result PMR saya agak menghampakan, terus-terang, mula-mula saya hampir putus asa. Tapi, thanks to Cikgu S.M yang sangat peramah sebab suntik kami sekelas dengan nasihat-nasihat yang POWER. Thanks to my closest brother yg saya anggap mcm best friend sdh, Abang I, sebab bagi saya kata-kata semangat selepas result PMR keluar. 

Dari sana, saya tau yang saya tidak layak untuk putus asa. Dan saya layak untuk dapat keputusan akademik yang baik. So, saya banyak buat latihan dan soalan tahun-tahun lalu. Remember! Tiada apa yang mustahil kalau kita berusah bersungguh-sungguh. Kita pun ada hak untuk berjaya!

#SecondStory, sejak akhir-akhir ini dan saya tidak tau bila (actually I forgot), saya minat 방탄소년단 a.k.a BTS all of sudden. ALL OF SUDDEN GUYS. Okay, kidding, it is actually because of this song and it was happened. After I hear that song, I check out of that real song. You know what, my first impression about this song is that it was like a PROPOSAL SONG (maybe because the end of the M/V Jin is holding a rose). This song is just BEAUTIFUL, seriously. 

And I knew many of them, actually ALL of them. And what I like more about them, they have a thing called 'BANGTAN BOMB' that consists many of their daily life videos, INCLUDING that idiot and crazy things, as dancing to idol girl group dance, eating salad, and say "Hi" for 9 seconds. 

hahaha LOL. Tbh, they're an UNIQUE korean boy band I ever met. Instead of their wild character, they show to their fans that they're happy, cute and loveable kids too. hahaha. They don't care of their image as an idol.  And among them, V (Taehyung) is the most craziest and weird. Believe me. 

And seriously, I think this is my very first time minat lagu yang ganas-ganas. Hahah. Sebab BTS. I just don't know but lagu dorang yang ganas-ganas saya rasa syok ni. (Never happen in my life, LMAO) Among of them, tbh, I really love Jimin and J-Hope's friendship, also V(Taehyung) and Jungkook's friendship. ;))

#ThirdStory, Jimin & J-Hope's friendship remind me of my very best friend, R. Seriously, saya sangat-sangat rindu dengan dia. Rindu mau bercerita. Rindu mau berketawaan. Rindu mau menjalani hari-hari kami together. Saya rindu segala-galanya :'D Ngam-ngam lagi beberapa hari yang lalu, saya mimpi pasal dia. Banyak kali ni saya mimpi dia. 

Sometimes when we miss someone, we just need to meet her in our dream utk melepaskan rindu. :') It had been 4 years kami apart. Saya harap dia still macam dulu. Saya harap dia masih anggap saya best friend. There's no istilah "ex-best friend", never ever. 

#FourthStory, I miss sama kawan-kawan saya tahun lalu. Tbh, tahun lalu adalah "The Most Great" year I ever had. Sebab I had laughed so much with my best friends berbanding tahun ini. Seriously, kalaulah ada tu meja si Nobita yang macam sana Doraemon, saya mau ulang balik tu saat-saat yang saya ketawa happily oh. 

Saya rindu juga dengan classmates saya di 3 Setia. Walaupun kelas kami kena 'label' kelas paling jajal dan banyak guru tidak mau masuk, tapi kelas kami still 'happening' and happy go lucky. Especially yang pak lawak pak lawak tuuu. Saya dengar cerita merepek durang yang bikin ketawa saturang. LOL.

The End.

Okay, not yet. Sebelum saya mengakhiri post beta, beta ingin ngeupload Quotes a.k.a kata-kata hikmah :) 

Salam. Semoga berjumpa di lain post lagi! Insyaallah, with Allah's Wills. 

Hello August and September!

Assalamualaikum and hey you guys!

Wewww, it had been 2 months since I didn't write anything on my blog. Well, as always, I'm busy as a student. With the 'homeworks', work sheets, tuition.. (but the fact is, I'm not that really going to tuition lately, shhhh) I really hope it won't upset my tuition teacher. 

Yeah, firstly because I really need a lot of rest lately. I don't know why. I think that my 'dizziness' come again at anytime, and it always come whenever it is afternoon, after school. It sounds hilarious, right? but me, it is a SERIOUS thing. 

Then, last August, I guess.. It was totally made me feel stranger when I met a stranger accidentally about TWO times. I didn't knew why, but it was totally made me felt AWKWARD. yeah. Because, tbh, I haven't meet a stranger accidentally more than ONCE.

Actually, there's not that much I want to write at here actually. Btw, I'll be inactive for a while because of my upcoming last semester examination and..

I have DETERMINE to get a better result for this last semester. At least, better than mid semester. 

To put it in a nutshell, wish you success for those who will attend for their examination too and have a nice and good day! 

:)

Sweet Sour of July.

Assalamualaikum and hey you guys!

Yeah. We meet again. It was such a longggggggg time. Yeah. Imma quite busy lately. With a pair of homeworks, tuition classes and so on, so, 

I'll take this chance to write the most bored things ever. hahaha. kidding. 

Actually, a lot of things happen on this July but unfortunately I forgot certain of it and yeahh.. I forgot to say Salam Ramadhan to all Muslims in the world. Even it was a last day to fast and tomorrow is EIDUL FITRI a.k.a HARI RAYA. 

and yeahh, HAPPY EIDULFITRI to all Muslims in the world! (I knew it was still early)

hmm, on this month (July), during fasting month, I found that myself became more diligent. Yeah, tbh, I'm lazy person (shut your judgement up) hahahah, well, everyone is a lazy person too, right? :p

Most people (not all) thought that we became weak when it was fasting month, but, actually no. You're wrong. You'll become more diligent during fasting month. It was one of the miracle of fasting :)

Yeah, as usually, too much obstacles I overcame on this month. The people around me, the surroundings, my close friend. But yeah, that is "life struggle". C'est la vie.

And I thought that this year was the year that I can felt how sad fasting month will left us soon. Honestly, I had never been feel that way, but thanks to Allah because finally I can feel that 'feeling'. 

And yeah, I started to like GOT7. They're JYP Entertainment's new band in Korea and all of them was soo adorable. Especially, Yugyeom. Ngehehee. He's the youngest in his group. He's just one year older than me. I repeat. ONE YEAR OLDER THAN ME. He has a mature look, king of reaction and I really love it xD

                                                                     Cutie Yugyeom :D

I started to like them when they made their comeback with "A" in their new album "GOT7 GOT Love". I love them because most of their "A" music video's scenes are in Malaysia... and I'm proud of my country. hehehe. and then I started to 'stalk' them. 

f(x) made their comeback "Red Light" recently too. and I think this is my very first time to like them soo much. I really love their new album's theme and their photography of the album too. It was just a great photography. 

About a week ago, I had borrowed two books from the library and it was such an interesting story. I haven't finish yet. It were, Love at Second Sight by Cathy Hopkins and Love? Maybe. by Heather Hepler. I just started read certain pages for that Love at Second Sight by Cathy Hopkins.

Hopefully, it will be a delicious books ;) Insyaallah, we'll meet again. Insyaallah :)

Dear Diary: Experience as a "housewife" for 7 days.

Assalamualaikum and hey you guys!

Alhamdulillah, we meet again! and.. holiday habis sudah -,- *feeling lame*

Today is the first day of semester II. Frankly, I'm not that want to go to school. Holiday mode is still on!! Erghh. I hate this feelings. Dunno why, I didn't have that spirit to study earnestly on this first day. (OMG! OMG! It can't be! I must being spirited again!)

Okay, before that, a very special birthday speech to my adik 10 hari muda, Fahimah Faimin a.k.a Mimi! Happy Birthday Fahimah! May Allah always bless you with happiness, health and peace! Good luck SPM for next year! Keep smile and happy, k? PPIM fighting! ;) I knew, we just got our examination paper today, so don't feel so sad with any marks we got, we can improve it on another examination. :)))

Okay btw, today I'm gonna talking about my experience as a "housewife" for 7 days during holiday. 

A week ago, my parents went to KK because my mom had her examination at there for over one week, so, because I'm the ONE AND ONLY beloved daughter of my family *la la la~*, I took all that works and chores at home that my mom always did everyday and every night,

INCLUDING wash the dishes, manage all things about my cats, clean up the clothes, do that, do this and there were soo many chores I need to do instead of did my pakej percutian. :3

Frankly, IT WAS SO HARD to do chores while did your homework. I told you, it was so hard than I thought. 

And then I realize, how hard my mom DID ALL THAT CHORES while TEACHING PUPILS while FOCUS ON HER STUDIES, and that was sooo AMAZING!!!

She's a great woman, teacher, mom and student. Totally great. How can she manage to do all that. My tears was falling thought all of that. I knew, sometimes, I always made her works getting more harder. I feel guilty. 

Btw, there were too much advantage I got from did this job. I can learn how to cook while I'm alone and all that experience I had will gave too much advantage when I get married one day. 

Most of all things getting well today, but dunno while, during assembly, I felt a little bit weak and tired. I really dunno why. I felt like wanted to go home badly as fast as I can. I felt like I got sick but actually I didn't. I felt that I'm getting anxious easily for nothing. Maybe it was because of my homework, I did all that hardly. 

Today, when my father asked every marks of my subject, he was a little bit upset. I didn't ever saw him gave that reaction in my entire life. Seems like he was too upset. I guess. Or maybe because his mood was not that good and he was easily getting angry. I hope so.

btw, books and I were getting more suitable and comfortable. Like seriously, I found too much fun books at my school library for the first time in my life. hahaha. lolz. and I'm going to borrow it tomorrow. hahhaa.

sooo, that's all. Thanks for read this boring entry. nah kidding. I knew it's kinda boring. but, I don't care. hahhaa. Hope we meet again on another entry. Insyaallah. :)

Dear diary: Blast day! and Mom's Meaningful Advice.

Assalamualaikum and hey you guys! Alhamdulillah, we meet again! :D

I think today is my greatest day I ever have. I'm finally officially 16 years old. HUHU. 

Goodbye 15, Hello 16 ! :D

Hmm~ bila saya amati balik semua peristiwa yg pernah saya lalui dalam kehidupan saya. Sy sedar yang, I had been overcome too much obstacles in my life. I always try to be a strong person. Even sometimes, I will cursing because of too much depress. 

but, yeah, C'est la vie. It is mean "that's life.." Begitulah kehidupan. Ia bukan kehidupan jika tiada turun dan naik serta tanpa sebarang dugaan dariNya. Tidak indah kehidupan ini tanpa ujian dariNya.

UjianNya itulah yang membuatkan kita sentiasa kuat menghadapi suatu ujian yang berat. Hidup ini memang indah kalau kita hargai dan bersyukur kepadaNya terhadap suatu benda tu walaupun sekecil zarah.

Btw, I'm having a very great day today. I don't expect that my parents will bought me a cake. haha. Honestly, sy terharu :') 

 Kek ituuu. Hahaha. Mohon jangan dicuri gambar ini yerr. Nama pun sdh tertulis. haha ;)

Both of pictures photography by me. hee~

Btw, thanks Dad for sponsors this cake! ILY soo muchh ;* Party kecil-kecilan saja. huhu. Tapi saturang teda. Menunggu abg a.k.a adik celop saya balik nanti. hahaha. 

Too many great things happen today. Alhamdulillah. 
Include my mom's meaningful advice.

My mom always told me this, but, I don't know, I think that it is so special for today. One thing that I love about my mom is, she is a open-mind person. No wonder if I'm talking about LOVE and MARRIAGE with her like nothing. hahaha. She's sooo "spoting". 

Firstly, she told me to not love someone too MUCH. Because it can cause too MUCH hurtful. 

Secondly, she told to not to give my credit card to my future husband too. Obviously, because "anything" can happen on the future. If you still don't understand it, just think it deeply. hehe.

Umm, actually, that's all that I remember, but that two advise were so powerful till I can remember until now. huhu :3

My holidays just going good. I'm spending my time more to read books, write Hangul again after a long time I don't practice to write it and do a pile of pakej percutian hoho. Logot logot seja lah.

Yehet! Saya happy ni lepas dapat pgi Eaton's Bookstore hari tu. Saya mengaus sudah pgi sana. Alhamdulillah, dapat juga semangat mau belajar lepas beli beberapa buku pelajaran dannn...

Eserou pe terbeli satu buah novel. Tajuk dia, "Mr.Cupcakes". Comel cover dia. haha. 

Btw, for those who had wished me birthday. Thanks a lot! I really appreciate it! May God bless you all. Aamiin~

Dear diary: Misunderstand happened again.

Assalamualaikum and hey you guys!

Alhamdulillah. I'm here again with my new story. hehe. 

Okay, i don't know why. On this holiday, well, relaxing time.. something kinda like that. Actually, it is not soo a great holiday. I'm  just stay silently at home. Terperap di rumah saja. Harap-harap lah terputih muka. wakaka

Okay, enough with that. Yeah, I think all people had been experienced this situation too; 

    "That moments when you're just don't know what to do and your mind flies to all things that you had overcame before."

And that what had happened to me recently on this holiday. All of sudden, I thought about my best friend. Even that we had been separated by different class, that doesn't mean we can't communicate each other. 

But, I don't know why, i think things had changed. Whenever I smile at him, he's just... I don't know what to say. It's not wrong to smile at your best friend, right?

I can feel that our friendship is a little bit fades. Yeah,I know.. respectively busy with our own schedules. 

But thing that made my heart a little broke was, when I said Salam to him and he's just through me like nothing happen and yeah... as a woman, who doesn't terasa?

but, I just think positively cause I'm afraid that same thing between my old best friend and I happen once again. 

Maybe during that, he was rushing. 

It is just made me feel sad when I thought that, we had been be a close friend, we always chat, we always laugh at each other, whenever we meet accidentally, he will greet me friendly and warmly.. he's just like a brother. Yeah, I considered him as my big brother. 

but then, all that changed.  

Okay Farah.. just think positively. THINK POSITIVELY :)

Last but not least, thanks for read! You had read my private things! hahah, just kidding. ;) Insyaallah we'll meet again. Aamiin.

Lastly, have great summer day! :D