Obstacles proved that how strong we are.

Assalamualaikum and hey readers and stalkers! hahaha ;)

It had been a long time since I don't write anything in my blog. Well, everyone have their own schedule to deal. 

Btw, today.. my story is about the day when my late grandpa passed away. It is just a short post. 

I still remember. It was 6th April 2011. That day had been destined that my grandpa will go for forever.. 

During that time, of course all my families were sad and crying hardly. Even, my dad. Then, I went outside the patients room. Accidentally, I saw my grandma (which is my late grandpa's wife) sat on one of the benches. She looked so sad and crying hardly. I never saw her crying hardly like that day. 

Because she was the person that always made us laugh. Then, I came closer to her, trying to calm her. I said to her while rubbed her back.. "Sudahlah tu nek..".

And her answer totally hit me, she said weakly, "Ya. Inilah dugaanNya. Yang kita hanya mampu buat hanyalah SABAR.. Sabar.."

Then, I'm just sighed and continued to cry, but, surely, I can see how strong she was. I'm just a little girl during that time. And now, I understand why she said like that. Because be patient is one of the way that prove how strong we are.. And sometimes someone need to cry to relief things that heavy in our heart. 

To be honest, too much things that I regretted. Firstly, because my late grandpa lived at a place over 100 kilometers away from us, so we just went to see them occasionally. I regretted that I didn't spent too much time with him, but this time, I don't want it happen with my grandma :')

The hospital where my grandpa entered always remind me of him. I always feel like...he was still at there waiting for us to visit him. I know it was insane, but, I just can feel his presence at there..

Btw, be strong you guys! Smile even you're sad. Let out all your sadness with pray to God. :)