Love. Laugh. Live. : Memorable 2013 and new beginning for 2014 :)

Assalamualaikum and hey you guys!

It's 2013!! ~~Ehhh~~ Oppss, sorry, silap tahun. hahahah. 2014 lah!! heheh.

Actually....the betul-betul actually ~~manglish,~~ year 2013 had left me with many good and bad memories. That's why, I still miss it. Totally miss it.

Alhamdulillah, thanks to Allah SWT because in year 2013, there are many good memories than bad memories.

in year 2013, I found many good people, good crushes ~~(oppss :p)~~ awesome and amazing memories either it's with my families or friends, good experience and many more.

the most important is, in year 2013, my prayer become more better (Alhamdulillah) than last year and..

I had tried to wear tudung labuh at anywhere, but about wearing tudung labuh, it's still in progress, but I'm still glad cause I had succeed to wear it at the outside place even just one time. Yeahh! I had succeed. Alhamdulillah, :')

I still remember, during that time, it's Ramadhan Kareem for year 2013, then, I'm attending 'Usrah'. It's something kinda like a meeting but informal and we're discussing all about Islam in many aspects, as about the Malam Lailatul Qadar, Woman, Akal, and many more.

Then, I still remember one of my 'kakak Usrah' says, she says something that I will always remember and never ever forget.

She says,

"Kalaulah satu hari nanti terdetik dalam hati kamu tiba-tiba sahaja mau solat 5 waktu, walaupun sebelum ini kamu tdk pernah full solat.. Terdetik di hati kamu mau pakai tudung, tutup aurat dgn sempurna, walaupun selama ini kamu tidak tutup aurat dgn sempurna ataupun langsung tidak pernah tutup aurat..
dan terdetik di hati kamu mau buat apa-apa saja amal ibadah yg baik walaupun selama ini kamu tidak prnah buat. Buatlah...sebenarnya, hidayah Allah telah sampai kpda kmu masa tu. Jdi jangan lambat-lambatkan ia sebab takut Allah tarik balik hidayah itu dan kamu tidak dapat lagi itu hidayah buat selama-lamanya."

Then, after that, kebetulan masa tu bulan Ramadhan, so I told to myself, "It's the time for me to improve my prayer." Alhamdulillah, it's worked. Till now, my prayer become more better than before. Kalau ada solat sy yg tertinggal, saya belajar & berusaha utk qada' (ganti) ia.

That's why year 2013 is truly meaningful for me.

About 2014 pula,

It's just a new beginning for SPM students like me. ngehehe. Baru mau kenal format baru SPM.

First day at school in the class, kelas kami paling diam masa pagi-pagi. HAHAHAH. I realized that. The other class semua bising & sempat lagi main-main. heheh. Malu bah mau bertegur sapa kalau hari pertama.

Then, ada yang ckap, kelas kami bikin takut sbb asal pagi-pagi, diaaaam saja. hahaha. Bukanlah bah yg smpai bunyi "krik krik krik" saja. Tapi kelas kami mmg tidak terlampau bising lah. Day by day, makin byk dari sekolah lain ni masuk kelas kami. huhu. banyak budak baru ni.

Kelas kami mula tidak awkward sdh masa lepas pendidikan jasmani hari tu. Tiba-tiba semua ketawa-ketawa. hahah.

anddd, I just want to say that, setakat ini, saya rasa syok sama subjek Chemistry, Add Maths, Maths and Sejarah.

Tapi, tdk bermakna yg lain saya rasa tdk syok..syok.. tapi antara semua, ini 4 subjeklah paling saya rasa best. Physics and Biology, kami baru pengenalan, but, it's gonna be my new favourite subject soon :)

Cikgu saya ada cakap tadi, "Kalau kita tidak minat sesuatu subjek, automatik terus yang senang pun jadi susah. Tapi kalau kita memang minat betul sama satu subjek itu, terus yang paling susah pun boleh jadi paling senang. Oleh itu, sebarkan lah kasih sayang kamu sama semua subjek yang kamu ambil."

Huhu. Apa yang paling penting. Kita sentiasa positif dalam sesuatu perkara. Misalnya, kita ambil subjek Add Maths then kita rasa subjek tu susah, jangan mengeluh. Cakap saja dalam minda & hati kamu,

"Oh! Senang saja bah ni. Saya cuma perlu berusaha lebih dari yang biasa. Ya, berusaha cari jawapannya lebih dari yang biasa."

Insyaallah. Dipermudahkan urusan kamu.