Dear Diary : Sometimes :(

Assalamualaikum and hey you guys!

You guys know what.. Sometimes, I just want someone realizes my beauty and how happy I am if that person tell me that things. 

Sometimes, when I look myself on the mirror.. I feel down, because I know that I'm not beautiful & fat, just an ordinary girl. But at the same time, I feel that I have a cute smile (LOL xD)

And I realize that I need to change myself and the way I look without changing my original self. I need to lose my weight. I don't mind the beauty, I mind my health. Cause I'm afraid that I will get obesity. So, I need to start from now. 

Approximately 2 weeks ago, I had been watching a cute love story I ever seen. My friend introduced me to the movie. That movie's title is First Love or known as Crazy Little Thing Called Love too. 

You can google it to know the synopsis. It is a Thai Movie. Believe me, you will love that movie, and I believe that you will watch that movie more than one time xD Cause I had been watch this movie for five times. That is a little bit crazy, right? xD

There is a thing that inspiring me in this movie, it's P"Nam's (Pimchanok, the heroine) tranformations - from the uglier to the prettier :-D

Her transformations. Awesome, right?

It is totally inspiring me. and one thing, believe me, you will never regret to watch this movie. The hero (P'Shone a.k.a Mario Maurer) is truly handsome, hehe :)

I know, there is one day that we will become pretty and all people feel awesome at us. I will wait that day.

Wish me good luck for this effort. Thank you for read this post and wishing me a good luck. May Allah always bless you all :) 

Wanna forget him, can I ?

Why not? hahaha.

Assalamualaikum and hey you guys.

As always, lama sudahh nda post di blog. Maklumlah sibuk dengan hari raya, pergi majlis kahwin sepupu.. 

Okay, it's story about my second crush. Hmm, just one I can say, I WANT TO FORGET HIM. 

Sounds easy, right? Nope, it is not. Why I want to forget him? I don't know the clear reason. I just FEEL want to forget him. 

Why why why? Maybe, because I know he doesn't like me. He doesn't like me? I just expect. For me he is just a crush, but I don't know what he thinks about me. 

I wish I could read peoples' heart. 

Maybe, I want to forget him because I feel that think about him waste my time :-( Hmm~ I don't know.. 

Why we still care about someone even we don't like that person anymore.. TRUE STORY, right? hahaha. 

Lagipun, PMR dekattttt sdh.. haha.. Trial minggu depan sudah. Huhu. Berdebar jugalah. Btw, latih tubi & usaha perlu dilipat kali gandakan dari yang biasa. Chayo2 all PMR Candidates! 

I always pray to Allah S.W.T, 'kalau kami ada jodoh, takkan ke mana juga' hehehe. 



Tapi kalau takde jodoh, nak buat camne.

But, the most important is.. ALWAYS BELIEVE IN ALLAH, pasti ada yang TERBAIK buat daku  :DD

Btw, LET'S ALL TOGETHER, WE PRAY FOR EGYPT & PALESTINE, 

"Ya Allah, May all Your Peace be with Egypt and Palestine. I hope that they always be patient to overcome all Your Obstacles. Aamiin."

Dear Diary : What If.. :)

Assalamualaikum dan salam sejahtera semuanya :)

Lama sudah tidak update ni blog owh. Ok. So today, I will update it with something.. yeah.. somethinGGG~ haha.. punya GGG.

Minta maaf kalau tidak m'beri manfaat. Cause it's a 'luahan hati'. That's why I put 'Dear Diary' at the title :)

Sometimes.. I'm daydreaming..

Do you know what I'm daydreaming about?

I'm daydreaming about my second crush..

Ahhh! Crush again. Love again.

I'm daydreaming that, 

What if we're knowing each other,

What if we're become best friends just because of little things..

What if we're become closer as a best friend..

What if you like me in silence,

What if you confess at me,

What if I say.. I had like you before we meet..

What if you're proposing me all of sudden :o

and what if we marry and live a blissful life with our cute children.

But all of that is just a dream. Except, Allah had decided you for me.

We are now just strangers. huhu. I just can smile. I just can daydream about it and feel blossoms ^_^

Chill. I don't feel sad.. 

Cause I know Allah had destined someone that's more suitable and kind for me and for the rest of my life :D

I just hope it's you. But, if it's not you, maybe someone who is better than you :)