My dearest brothers.

Assalamualaikum and hey you guys!

Alhamdulillah, we meet again. And, guess what? My examination had ended! Yayy. I feel relief a little bit. Just a little bit, because actually I was worrying about my result. I pray that I get a very good results. Aamiin.

Btw. Today's title is actually about my brothers. I feel like want to tell about them all of sudden. I just dunno why. 

Basically, I have 2 siblings, and all of them are male. I'm the youngest. The cutie one :p
To be honest, I'm not that really close with my brothers when I'm just a little girl. They hate me so much. hahahaha. 

They always mocked me, teased me and made me cried.  Because, from my observation, "Do not befriend with girls" is their MAIN RULE. I guess. 

There was one time when I'm alone and saw them with their gangs (all of them were male), then I went to them to talk with them.. guess what happen? They chased me. That person who chased me were not my brothers. He was the person that I really hate until now. (He's actually a Casanova, that's why I hate him)

Tbh, I was so humiliating during that time. I have many friends actually. But, you know, there's time that their parents don't let them go out to play. 

Then, when we all grow up, our attitude changed immediately. My first brother naturally being good with me. But, my second bro, it takes a lot of time. Then, there's one day when my brother went to Langkawi to attend an extreme camp (I guess). He was at there about over 3 weeks. 

And when he's not at home, I feel lonely all of sudden and I said this all of sudden..

"Saya rindu oh si I**."

All of sudden. hahaha. I actually said that untuk suka-suka saja. Then, after he came back from there. My mom told him that I miss him (actually half miss, half not, ngeehhehehe).

From there, with naturally, we became closer as a sibling. My second brother is my closest bro. Seriously. I feel so lonely without him. Because, all of his jokes just made me laugh everyday. We used to watch Epen Kah Cupen Toh to laugh. 

He's so kind too, truly.. he had bought me about.. 6 books? (5 books for my PMR presents and 1 book because of my desire) hahhaha. and he also give me that vintage school bag too. But for some reasons. It is sooo pretty. I'm a vintage things lover tbh.

And about my first bro, I'm not really close to him due to he's working like day and night. So, we have that much time together. Btw, he's a very GOOD LISTENER. Seriously. 

As a proof, there was one day when I knew the person that I like sooo much had girlfriend, I feel like can't breathe, and I cried for a night. Then, I just don't know with whom I want to tell it. Then, I tell him. Then, he played a song called "Run" by Epik High. He said that..

"When I'm sad, I used to play this song."

(such a genius listener ;)

As I said early, I feel so lonely without my second bro. Now too. Actually, when I'm lonely, I used to play with my dearest cat named "Tommy". But, since it dead, all had changed. I can say that the day it dead is one of my second hardest day in my life. It's the only cat that I realized understand me and loveable so much. Okay. I'm not gonna talk much about it. (If you're curious about that cat, you can ask me anything :)

Okay. Let's change the topic a little bit. Ok, since I like BTS, I used to watch their "BANGTAN BOMB" videos about everyday. When you're stress, go watch it. Saya jamin you'll never regret.

I wish I have a great friendship as BTS's members' friendship. 

Btw, let's end here. hehehe. We'll meet again with Allah's Will. 

Special Post : Selamat Hari Lahir, Piah !

Assalamualaikum and hey you guys!

So today, umm, actually this is not the very official post like I do before, because today is my best friend's birthday! sbenarnya saya mau buat kejutan utk dia through blog. heheh. 

#ucapan : 

Selamat hari lahir, Piah! 

Semoga kau sentiasa sihat walafiat, sentiasa happy, sentiasa senyum, jangan stress2 (especially sma kwan2 kau di kelas), ingat2 lah sama kami (sy, jamilah, jijah, wani, pika, nurin). Saya harap kau masih mcm dlu. Sentiasa jaga diri, jangan lupa solat, dan ingat-ingatlah Allah.

Ingat-ingat lah dgn janji kita msa lepas PMR dlu yang kita tdk berubah dan masih kontek kontek. Saya sentiasa sayang kau sebagai adik saya walaupun kita bkn adik-beradik. Dan, serius, saya rindu saat-saat kita ketawa berhabisan dlu. Klu boleh, saya mau ulang balik tu saat. (Okay, menahan menangis sdh ni, haha :')

#throwback, saya ingat lagi macam mna kita boleh berkenal dulu. Masa masuk tingkatan 1, kita tersatu meja kan? lepas tu, si hawani ingat saya orang Cina (LOL much). wakkaak. Lepas tu dia suruh kau tanya siapa nama saya. Lepas tu si hawani terkejut lagi kan saya pandai cakap melayu. hahaha. Lucu ni saya rasa.

Lepas tu pernah lagi saya marah kamu yang tiba-tiba ni, sebab di surau pun kamu ketawa sampai tidak ingat dunia. Lepas tu yang kita betul-betul terapat masa tingkatan 2. 

Masa tu durang Jamilah, Jijah dan Pika selalu tiada di kelas sebab pgi latihan nasyid. Masa tu kamu rapat betul sama si pika dan saya rapat betul sama durang jijah & jamilah. Time durang tiada, tiba2 ni kita terdiam, lepas tu kamu pindah tempat duduk pgi satu pgi dengan saya. Time tu lah, kita terapat betul.

Sebab saya minta cerita kamu apa yang selalu bkin kamu ketawa terbahak-bahak. Lepas tu, kamu ceritalah zaman kamu di sekolah rendah. Then, kita selalu ketawa. Ketawa saja kerja sepanjang tahun. Astaga. Saya rindu betul oh masa tu. :')

Akhir kata, jagalah diri selalu Piah. Saya sentiasa berdoa agar persahabatan kita kekal. Aamiin :) I love you, Piah :)

Kita zaman muda-mudi :)

#OctoberStory

Assalamualaikum and hey you guys!

It's been a long.. very long period. Okay. Kali ni saya campur2 ja lah ckp. English cmpur dengan Malay, k? (jangan menyampah sy speaking english sblum ni ye bang ye kak)

Okay. Today's title is #OctoberStory a.k.a #CeritaOktober. Memang pun banyak saya mau cerita. Harap tak membosankan lah yer. ngeheheh.

Ok, as I told you before in my past post, you can check here (sini!!) , saya sesangat lah busy due to my last exam semester. Kali ni saya betul-betul berazam untuk tingkatkan prestasi akademik saya. 

#FirstStory, pasal azam saya untuk mau tingkatkan prestasi. Seriously I'm saying, saya sangatlah kecewa dengan result PMR saya #throwback .Sesetengah org ckp result PMR sy kira okay sdh, tapi tidak tau lah, mungkin saya yg terlampau.. ya, terlampau BERHARAP. Kadang-kadang bila ingat balik saya rasa saya tidak bersyukur dengan result saya. Tapi, Alhamdulillah, sebab wlupun sy tidak puas hati dengan result saya, saya tetap dpt masuk kelas yang sangat baik. Ini pun sebab berkat doa Ibubapa saya. 

Semenjak result PMR saya agak menghampakan, terus-terang, mula-mula saya hampir putus asa. Tapi, thanks to Cikgu S.M yang sangat peramah sebab suntik kami sekelas dengan nasihat-nasihat yang POWER. Thanks to my closest brother yg saya anggap mcm best friend sdh, Abang I, sebab bagi saya kata-kata semangat selepas result PMR keluar. 

Dari sana, saya tau yang saya tidak layak untuk putus asa. Dan saya layak untuk dapat keputusan akademik yang baik. So, saya banyak buat latihan dan soalan tahun-tahun lalu. Remember! Tiada apa yang mustahil kalau kita berusah bersungguh-sungguh. Kita pun ada hak untuk berjaya!

#SecondStory, sejak akhir-akhir ini dan saya tidak tau bila (actually I forgot), saya minat 방탄소년단 a.k.a BTS all of sudden. ALL OF SUDDEN GUYS. Okay, kidding, it is actually because of this song and it was happened. After I hear that song, I check out of that real song. You know what, my first impression about this song is that it was like a PROPOSAL SONG (maybe because the end of the M/V Jin is holding a rose). This song is just BEAUTIFUL, seriously. 

And I knew many of them, actually ALL of them. And what I like more about them, they have a thing called 'BANGTAN BOMB' that consists many of their daily life videos, INCLUDING that idiot and crazy things, as dancing to idol girl group dance, eating salad, and say "Hi" for 9 seconds. 

hahaha LOL. Tbh, they're an UNIQUE korean boy band I ever met. Instead of their wild character, they show to their fans that they're happy, cute and loveable kids too. hahaha. They don't care of their image as an idol.  And among them, V (Taehyung) is the most craziest and weird. Believe me. 

And seriously, I think this is my very first time minat lagu yang ganas-ganas. Hahah. Sebab BTS. I just don't know but lagu dorang yang ganas-ganas saya rasa syok ni. (Never happen in my life, LMAO) Among of them, tbh, I really love Jimin and J-Hope's friendship, also V(Taehyung) and Jungkook's friendship. ;))

#ThirdStory, Jimin & J-Hope's friendship remind me of my very best friend, R. Seriously, saya sangat-sangat rindu dengan dia. Rindu mau bercerita. Rindu mau berketawaan. Rindu mau menjalani hari-hari kami together. Saya rindu segala-galanya :'D Ngam-ngam lagi beberapa hari yang lalu, saya mimpi pasal dia. Banyak kali ni saya mimpi dia. 

Sometimes when we miss someone, we just need to meet her in our dream utk melepaskan rindu. :') It had been 4 years kami apart. Saya harap dia still macam dulu. Saya harap dia masih anggap saya best friend. There's no istilah "ex-best friend", never ever. 

#FourthStory, I miss sama kawan-kawan saya tahun lalu. Tbh, tahun lalu adalah "The Most Great" year I ever had. Sebab I had laughed so much with my best friends berbanding tahun ini. Seriously, kalaulah ada tu meja si Nobita yang macam sana Doraemon, saya mau ulang balik tu saat-saat yang saya ketawa happily oh. 

Saya rindu juga dengan classmates saya di 3 Setia. Walaupun kelas kami kena 'label' kelas paling jajal dan banyak guru tidak mau masuk, tapi kelas kami still 'happening' and happy go lucky. Especially yang pak lawak pak lawak tuuu. Saya dengar cerita merepek durang yang bikin ketawa saturang. LOL.

The End.

Okay, not yet. Sebelum saya mengakhiri post beta, beta ingin ngeupload Quotes a.k.a kata-kata hikmah :) 

Salam. Semoga berjumpa di lain post lagi! Insyaallah, with Allah's Wills.