Dear Diary: Experience as a "housewife" for 7 days.

Assalamualaikum and hey you guys!

Alhamdulillah, we meet again! and.. holiday habis sudah -,- *feeling lame*

Today is the first day of semester II. Frankly, I'm not that want to go to school. Holiday mode is still on!! Erghh. I hate this feelings. Dunno why, I didn't have that spirit to study earnestly on this first day. (OMG! OMG! It can't be! I must being spirited again!)

Okay, before that, a very special birthday speech to my adik 10 hari muda, Fahimah Faimin a.k.a Mimi! Happy Birthday Fahimah! May Allah always bless you with happiness, health and peace! Good luck SPM for next year! Keep smile and happy, k? PPIM fighting! ;) I knew, we just got our examination paper today, so don't feel so sad with any marks we got, we can improve it on another examination. :)))

Okay btw, today I'm gonna talking about my experience as a "housewife" for 7 days during holiday. 

A week ago, my parents went to KK because my mom had her examination at there for over one week, so, because I'm the ONE AND ONLY beloved daughter of my family *la la la~*, I took all that works and chores at home that my mom always did everyday and every night,

INCLUDING wash the dishes, manage all things about my cats, clean up the clothes, do that, do this and there were soo many chores I need to do instead of did my pakej percutian. :3

Frankly, IT WAS SO HARD to do chores while did your homework. I told you, it was so hard than I thought. 

And then I realize, how hard my mom DID ALL THAT CHORES while TEACHING PUPILS while FOCUS ON HER STUDIES, and that was sooo AMAZING!!!

She's a great woman, teacher, mom and student. Totally great. How can she manage to do all that. My tears was falling thought all of that. I knew, sometimes, I always made her works getting more harder. I feel guilty. 

Btw, there were too much advantage I got from did this job. I can learn how to cook while I'm alone and all that experience I had will gave too much advantage when I get married one day. 

Most of all things getting well today, but dunno while, during assembly, I felt a little bit weak and tired. I really dunno why. I felt like wanted to go home badly as fast as I can. I felt like I got sick but actually I didn't. I felt that I'm getting anxious easily for nothing. Maybe it was because of my homework, I did all that hardly. 

Today, when my father asked every marks of my subject, he was a little bit upset. I didn't ever saw him gave that reaction in my entire life. Seems like he was too upset. I guess. Or maybe because his mood was not that good and he was easily getting angry. I hope so.

btw, books and I were getting more suitable and comfortable. Like seriously, I found too much fun books at my school library for the first time in my life. hahaha. lolz. and I'm going to borrow it tomorrow. hahhaa.

sooo, that's all. Thanks for read this boring entry. nah kidding. I knew it's kinda boring. but, I don't care. hahhaa. Hope we meet again on another entry. Insyaallah. :)

Dear diary: Blast day! and Mom's Meaningful Advice.

Assalamualaikum and hey you guys! Alhamdulillah, we meet again! :D

I think today is my greatest day I ever have. I'm finally officially 16 years old. HUHU. 

Goodbye 15, Hello 16 ! :D

Hmm~ bila saya amati balik semua peristiwa yg pernah saya lalui dalam kehidupan saya. Sy sedar yang, I had been overcome too much obstacles in my life. I always try to be a strong person. Even sometimes, I will cursing because of too much depress. 

but, yeah, C'est la vie. It is mean "that's life.." Begitulah kehidupan. Ia bukan kehidupan jika tiada turun dan naik serta tanpa sebarang dugaan dariNya. Tidak indah kehidupan ini tanpa ujian dariNya.

UjianNya itulah yang membuatkan kita sentiasa kuat menghadapi suatu ujian yang berat. Hidup ini memang indah kalau kita hargai dan bersyukur kepadaNya terhadap suatu benda tu walaupun sekecil zarah.

Btw, I'm having a very great day today. I don't expect that my parents will bought me a cake. haha. Honestly, sy terharu :') 

 Kek ituuu. Hahaha. Mohon jangan dicuri gambar ini yerr. Nama pun sdh tertulis. haha ;)

Both of pictures photography by me. hee~

Btw, thanks Dad for sponsors this cake! ILY soo muchh ;* Party kecil-kecilan saja. huhu. Tapi saturang teda. Menunggu abg a.k.a adik celop saya balik nanti. hahaha. 

Too many great things happen today. Alhamdulillah. 
Include my mom's meaningful advice.

My mom always told me this, but, I don't know, I think that it is so special for today. One thing that I love about my mom is, she is a open-mind person. No wonder if I'm talking about LOVE and MARRIAGE with her like nothing. hahaha. She's sooo "spoting". 

Firstly, she told me to not love someone too MUCH. Because it can cause too MUCH hurtful. 

Secondly, she told to not to give my credit card to my future husband too. Obviously, because "anything" can happen on the future. If you still don't understand it, just think it deeply. hehe.

Umm, actually, that's all that I remember, but that two advise were so powerful till I can remember until now. huhu :3

My holidays just going good. I'm spending my time more to read books, write Hangul again after a long time I don't practice to write it and do a pile of pakej percutian hoho. Logot logot seja lah.

Yehet! Saya happy ni lepas dapat pgi Eaton's Bookstore hari tu. Saya mengaus sudah pgi sana. Alhamdulillah, dapat juga semangat mau belajar lepas beli beberapa buku pelajaran dannn...

Eserou pe terbeli satu buah novel. Tajuk dia, "Mr.Cupcakes". Comel cover dia. haha. 

Btw, for those who had wished me birthday. Thanks a lot! I really appreciate it! May God bless you all. Aamiin~

Dear diary: Misunderstand happened again.

Assalamualaikum and hey you guys!

Alhamdulillah. I'm here again with my new story. hehe. 

Okay, i don't know why. On this holiday, well, relaxing time.. something kinda like that. Actually, it is not soo a great holiday. I'm  just stay silently at home. Terperap di rumah saja. Harap-harap lah terputih muka. wakaka

Okay, enough with that. Yeah, I think all people had been experienced this situation too; 

    "That moments when you're just don't know what to do and your mind flies to all things that you had overcame before."

And that what had happened to me recently on this holiday. All of sudden, I thought about my best friend. Even that we had been separated by different class, that doesn't mean we can't communicate each other. 

But, I don't know why, i think things had changed. Whenever I smile at him, he's just... I don't know what to say. It's not wrong to smile at your best friend, right?

I can feel that our friendship is a little bit fades. Yeah,I know.. respectively busy with our own schedules. 

But thing that made my heart a little broke was, when I said Salam to him and he's just through me like nothing happen and yeah... as a woman, who doesn't terasa?

but, I just think positively cause I'm afraid that same thing between my old best friend and I happen once again. 

Maybe during that, he was rushing. 

It is just made me feel sad when I thought that, we had been be a close friend, we always chat, we always laugh at each other, whenever we meet accidentally, he will greet me friendly and warmly.. he's just like a brother. Yeah, I considered him as my big brother. 

but then, all that changed.  

Okay Farah.. just think positively. THINK POSITIVELY :)

Last but not least, thanks for read! You had read my private things! hahah, just kidding. ;) Insyaallah we'll meet again. Aamiin.

Lastly, have great summer day! :D