Dear Diary : Sometimes :(

Assalamualaikum and hey you guys!

You guys know what.. Sometimes, I just want someone realizes my beauty and how happy I am if that person tell me that things. 

Sometimes, when I look myself on the mirror.. I feel down, because I know that I'm not beautiful & fat, just an ordinary girl. But at the same time, I feel that I have a cute smile (LOL xD)

And I realize that I need to change myself and the way I look without changing my original self. I need to lose my weight. I don't mind the beauty, I mind my health. Cause I'm afraid that I will get obesity. So, I need to start from now. 

Approximately 2 weeks ago, I had been watching a cute love story I ever seen. My friend introduced me to the movie. That movie's title is First Love or known as Crazy Little Thing Called Love too. 

You can google it to know the synopsis. It is a Thai Movie. Believe me, you will love that movie, and I believe that you will watch that movie more than one time xD Cause I had been watch this movie for five times. That is a little bit crazy, right? xD

There is a thing that inspiring me in this movie, it's P"Nam's (Pimchanok, the heroine) tranformations - from the uglier to the prettier :-D

Her transformations. Awesome, right?

It is totally inspiring me. and one thing, believe me, you will never regret to watch this movie. The hero (P'Shone a.k.a Mario Maurer) is truly handsome, hehe :)

I know, there is one day that we will become pretty and all people feel awesome at us. I will wait that day.

Wish me good luck for this effort. Thank you for read this post and wishing me a good luck. May Allah always bless you all :) 

Wanna forget him, can I ?

Why not? hahaha.

Assalamualaikum and hey you guys.

As always, lama sudahh nda post di blog. Maklumlah sibuk dengan hari raya, pergi majlis kahwin sepupu.. 

Okay, it's story about my second crush. Hmm, just one I can say, I WANT TO FORGET HIM. 

Sounds easy, right? Nope, it is not. Why I want to forget him? I don't know the clear reason. I just FEEL want to forget him. 

Why why why? Maybe, because I know he doesn't like me. He doesn't like me? I just expect. For me he is just a crush, but I don't know what he thinks about me. 

I wish I could read peoples' heart. 

Maybe, I want to forget him because I feel that think about him waste my time :-( Hmm~ I don't know.. 

Why we still care about someone even we don't like that person anymore.. TRUE STORY, right? hahaha. 

Lagipun, PMR dekattttt sdh.. haha.. Trial minggu depan sudah. Huhu. Berdebar jugalah. Btw, latih tubi & usaha perlu dilipat kali gandakan dari yang biasa. Chayo2 all PMR Candidates! 

I always pray to Allah S.W.T, 'kalau kami ada jodoh, takkan ke mana juga' hehehe. 



Tapi kalau takde jodoh, nak buat camne.

But, the most important is.. ALWAYS BELIEVE IN ALLAH, pasti ada yang TERBAIK buat daku  :DD

Btw, LET'S ALL TOGETHER, WE PRAY FOR EGYPT & PALESTINE, 

"Ya Allah, May all Your Peace be with Egypt and Palestine. I hope that they always be patient to overcome all Your Obstacles. Aamiin."

Dear Diary : What If.. :)

Assalamualaikum dan salam sejahtera semuanya :)

Lama sudah tidak update ni blog owh. Ok. So today, I will update it with something.. yeah.. somethinGGG~ haha.. punya GGG.

Minta maaf kalau tidak m'beri manfaat. Cause it's a 'luahan hati'. That's why I put 'Dear Diary' at the title :)

Sometimes.. I'm daydreaming..

Do you know what I'm daydreaming about?

I'm daydreaming about my second crush..

Ahhh! Crush again. Love again.

I'm daydreaming that, 

What if we're knowing each other,

What if we're become best friends just because of little things..

What if we're become closer as a best friend..

What if you like me in silence,

What if you confess at me,

What if I say.. I had like you before we meet..

What if you're proposing me all of sudden :o

and what if we marry and live a blissful life with our cute children.

But all of that is just a dream. Except, Allah had decided you for me.

We are now just strangers. huhu. I just can smile. I just can daydream about it and feel blossoms ^_^

Chill. I don't feel sad.. 

Cause I know Allah had destined someone that's more suitable and kind for me and for the rest of my life :D

I just hope it's you. But, if it's not you, maybe someone who is better than you :)

Dear Diary: Subhanallah! :)

Subhanallah!

Just that I can say. 

How handsome and awesome you are when you wear turquoise 'Baju Melayu' and black 'Songkok'. 

You're just different like usually. 

Your face is just brilliant and shining. 

You're almost threat my heart. hahaha :) 

Allah's creation is just TOO AWESOME! Subhanallah! Subhanallah! Subhanallah!

If You Miss Someone..

If you miss someone..

Look at the sky,

Cause we are under the same blue sky..

If you miss someone..

Look at the beautiful moon,

Cause we are under the same moon..

If you miss someone..

Look at the bright stars,

Cause we're under the same stars..

If you miss someone..

Close your eyes,

And pray to God that he/she will miss you too :')

By, Farah Elenna Sofiah ^_^ 

P/S: Karya sendiri, tidak diambil dari orang lain. Terfikir sendiri semasa mood tengah sedih :')

A letter for you, Dad.. ^_^

Assalamualaikum and hey you guys!

Sempena "Hari Ayah" ni, saya mau wish "Happy Father's Day" dengan ayah saya, iaitu, Encik Md.Yusop. Kata-kata di bawah ni saya tujukan khas buat ayah saya serta bonda yang tercinta..

"Ayah dan ibu, semoga kalian sentiasa sihat walafiat, panjang umur, dimurahkan rezeki dan sentiasa dilindungi Allah S.W.T.

Ayah dan ibu, semoga Allah S.W.T menjauhkan kalian dari api neraka, malapetaka & seksaan kubur. Semoga kalian berdua bahagia di dunia akhirat.

Maafkanlah anakandamu ini jika ada silap dan salah. Maafkanlah anakanda mu ini jika pernah menjadi anak yang derhaka. Maafkanlah anakandamu ini jika pernah mengguris hatimu dengan percakapan atau perbuatan.

Sesungguhnya, pengorbananmu tidak terhingga. Kasih sayangmu engkau sentiasa curahkan.

Ibu, sesungguhnya, engkau adalah IBU YANG TERBAIK bagiku di dunia dan akhirat. Kerana engkau sanggup menanggung kepayahanmu mengandungkan aku selama 9 bulan dengan senyuman. Engkau bertarung dengan nyawamu hanya kerana untuk melahirkan aku.

Engkau sabar dalam menyusukan aku selama 2 tahun, dan sabar untuk melayan kerenah kami adik-beradik.

Ayah, sesungguhnya, engkau adalah AYAH YANG TERBAIK bagiku di dunia dan di akhirat. Kerana engkau sanggup menahan kepayahanmu semata-mata untuk menanggung kami. Engkau tidak mengenal erti penat dalam mencari rezeki yang halal.

Engkau juga sabar dalam mendidik kami agar kami menjadi anak yang soleh dan solehah.  

Ayahanda.. ibunda.. walaupun satu hari nanti saya akan berkahwin dan tidak lagi tinggal bersama ayahanda & ibunda, ayahanda adalah LELAKI TERBAIK dalam hidup saya, dan ibunda adalah WANITA terbaik dalam hidup saya. 

Semoga Allah memberkati dan merahmati both of you dari dunia hingga akhirat.

                                          Yang benar,
                                          Farah Elenna Sofiah @
                                          Wawa"


p/s: Hargailah kedua ibubapamu selagi mereka masih ada. Buatlah yang terbaik untuk mereka. Especially yg exam UPSR, PMR & SPM tahun ni ;)

#Ayat perenggan kedua terakhir tu dapat dari kawan. hehe :)      

Gambar time kecik-kecik. Bersama dengan ayah tercinta.

DailyDiary : Hey Mr. First Crush!

Hey Mr. First Crush!

Tonight, I'm gonna going to delete ALL your messages that you had sent to me. Even I still reluctantly, I will delete it.

If I keep all that messages, that mean I still hope and like on you. I want to throw you away and I don't want to assume you as a special person. 

Hey Mr. First Crush!

I just want to assume you as an ordinary friend. Nothing special. I want to throw away all the bad memories. With this, I hope I can move on without think about you again as a special person.

Oh Allah! Give me a strength to overcome all obstacles that You given. 

Hey Mr. First Crush!

I hope I can forget you and start a new beautiful and wonderful life. So please,go away from my life. Don't make me special in you eyes. Cause I know, it's all just LIE and FAKE. 

Sorry, I don't like you anymore. Don't dream to comeback at me. I just have a calm life without you. 

Lastly, have a good day Mr. First Crush! (^_^)